Keeping Busy..

This is probably the most uneventful pregnancy I've had and I'm thankful for that because I would never be able to juggle the girls, my business and Ryan on top of pregnancy complications. Our little man is measuring right on target and moves around in there a whole bunch. Sometimes he likes to push in weird positions which is actually very painful but who ever said men don't do that :P I love being pregnant which got me thinking about how I don't think this is my last baby. I love our children, and we manage our lives well so it feels as though I'm destined to do this again one more time. We both come from large families (grandparents) and it seems like now a days many families are having more children. It's funny how when you're young and have no responsibilities you really just don't want them but then you meet that person and they can turn your whole world around. My mindset is completely different and if you had asked me five years ago if this is how I thought my life would be I'd say no.

We still don't have a name for our little guy, we have one that everyone calls him but I want to make sure that we aren't just naming him that out of convenience because everyone is set on that name. My friends have even started calling him that too so it will more than likely be the one we've picked.

Addison is so perfect, I just can't really get over it, she gets into trouble sometimes but I just can't help but to grab my camera and laugh. My beautiful, wonderful iPhone 5 met the toilet this week thanks to little miss but that's okay, I really can't be mad at her. After the iPhone my clothes, all of the wipes and two rolls of toilet paper met the same fate. I think this is the beginning of her terrible two's I can only be thankful though it's starting early, that it isn't personality based. I see kids going through this stage who are just grumpy and upset, she's a little happy ball of energy and I love it :)

Maliah is at an age where friendship is everything. She loves going out to play with her new friend across the street so that gives us some time to just play with Addison and bond with her before our son arrives. Maliah will be starting school in July which I am so thrilled about because the baby will be here in early August so that gives her time to adapt to her new schedule and understand that she is going to school because its time and not because there's a new guy around the house. 

I love the way Ryan makes me feel, he's been a major help to me with everything, the house, my business, the children, the pregnancy..  just everything. It's a maturity thing, he has a sense of pride when it comes to his accomplishments and now sees how much we appreciate him for everything he does. This month is always very rough on us, being self employed we get raped on taxes but so far we're doing good! 

My business is going well, we have a couple of weddings on the table and some photo shoots.. I haven't been advertising too much lately because I am figuring out where I want to go with this. I love working with children and I know my client base is made up mostly of children but, I love weddings, the constant energy, the professionalism and maturity of my clients and of course the money is wonderful it's just a ton of work. I'd like to find my niche, what do I like best? What will take me the furthest? I feel like weddings is where I'm supposed to be, the traveling alone will be fantastic. 

Our next doctor's appointment is on the 10th, it's just a boring checkup nothing too special.