Addy is 8 Months Old!

Time is really flying by and I can't say that it makes me happy : (. Addy is now crab walking so she will be full on walking any time here now! I started walking at 10 months when I first started so we'll see who she takes after : P. I love how whenever we open the door she just zooms right toward it, she can't wait to get outside then when she gets to the step she goes face first but just keeps on going. Maliah likes to pick Addy up which is one of the funniest things to watch because Addy is more than half the size of Maliah so her little toes drag on the ground. They fight. Already. but it's actually funny to watch because Maliah is usually the one who is getting beaten up, when Addy doesn't want to be bothered the first thing she goes for is the hair. I can't believe how much they both have grown. Maliah tests next month to get into school early which is kind of frightening because there goes a lot of my own freedom. Lately we have been just picking up and heading out to Laughlin for a week at the river but I know once she starts school that really cannot happen as much. My business has really taken off, I wasn't expecting to have this much work so quickly but I feel like I'm handling it well. My clients are completely in love with the work I am able to produce for them. Ultimately I would like to get into the world of birth photography. I love delivery rooms and everything happening inside them so I think photographing a birth would just be un-real! The new house is great, we get all kinds of weather out here contrary to the opinion of those who live here! We have some form of monsoon just about daily along with dust storms (haboobs) just before which are actually pretty dangerous =X. Sometimes living our here in the middle of the desert does get to me so I know that it's not somewhere that I will be for the rest of my life. Recently, I decided that I would like to give the Pacific Northwest a try again, I feel like I didn't give it enough of a chance and that it probably was just the wrong time being pregnant and emotional. We also bought a new car which is pretty sweet, it's a nice feeling having the newest car in almost every parking lot : ) we went back home to Hemet recently and I was afraid to leave it anywhere out of my site because people there don't do well with success. One of the things I am most conflicted about is the topic of having more children. I know that 3 is my absolute limit but do I want to pile more onto my overflowing plate? If so, I know that I would want to do it soon because I want to be able to basically get it over with and move forward investing all of my time into my babies growing up. I can honestly say that I think about the topic on a daily basis and I fight with myself a little bit. I mean the idea of us having three girls is so exciting but a son would also balance our family out. I think the scary part about it for me is that a new baby would mean a bigger house and a bigger car and that..... would be a lot of work that we just accomplished to accommodate the family that we currently have. My mind is a battlefield it's late but hopefully in my next post, Addison will be walking!